Is the platform trustworthy?

I started trading with an account of US$1,000, and while making profits, my principal was recharged to US$5,000. However, due to excessive trading, I needed to cover my position to cover overnight fees and finally took out a loan of US$10,000. Later, I told the fund manager (Hayd) that I needed to trade safely to withdraw money. The result was that I entered the market at constant high points. Finally, it exploded when I woke up one day. During this period, everyone told me not to trade privately and that they would help me. Analyze how supports can play safely...but there were almost no supports in the last week of the explosion.
I felt more at ease at that time. But every time you recharge, it is a different third-party bank account. Bank accounts in other industries have come out.
The fund manager didn't say anything after the liquidation, which was equivalent to a direct disconnection.
Today I am still paying off my loan. Not sleeping well every night. I feel hopeless in life
The three-party bank account names are
FEYNMAN TRADING
INFINITY FRESH’s
KOKSENG ELECTRICAL
etc.